Here I stand, all alone !

Here I stand, all alone, flashing back all the memories that lie somewhere in deep corners of my heart. Peeling the layer one by one and looking them, smiling and sometimes blushing. How was I long back ago ?
All the things that I came across, Each individual I have met, Every song I have heard, Every place where I visited... I don't remember everybody's name, but yes, I know, You are the reason for me, where I am standing right now.
Its been 21 years of my life, but what Life means, I learnt it today- Its about being to yourself only !
When you are concerned about others, Its just, you are killing your own time.

All the mistakes I did in past, I have compiled them all , and given them a name called 'Experience'.
Today, I realized it once again, being truthful is the best option for everything; at least you don't make up your own theories later. Be the one you are, You will earn the true respect !
Thank you all, the one who had been a part of my life, made me realize what actually things are and how to live with and without them !
I have met people, who wished, prayed and cared for me always. And they, only they are my strengths.
Almost everybody taught me the lesson of patience,  which makes me stand out of the noise of crowd.

Today, Someone asked me, "Do you have a girlfriend?"
I said, "No, I had one long back".
"What happened?"
"Well, Life move on, and it waits for none ! She was my life, and she ....", I ended up smiling.

All the words I wrote earlier, were just for her, But they say, "Untold sacrifices are never being valued."

Then, someone today offered me something that I don't deserve ~ God is controlling everything !!!

I am right now watching up in the sky, looking at HIM and bowing my all thanks(I can feel Him up there) !
'God, Thank you for being with me , always, in my bad and the good times.'

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Sweetly Broken- Everytime I see you ! (Preface)

There has been no place where this story wasn’t written- My home, my bed, my table, my college
bus, my classroom, my practical session labs, Books n Brews, Hostel room no. 120 & 321,& the most favorite- college garden . I still don’t know why my fingers were vibrating while typing this story on my laptop.
“Vo Copy-Pen wala system ab purana ho gaya na-- Digital ka jamaana hai bhai…”

You know what, I was once wondering why I was sharing my story…Why would someone read this man. I was no Chetan Bhagat. I was no Ravinder Singh. But, I was Nitish, just Nitish- whose secret was still a mystery.
And then for the few weeks, I dropped the idea for the same.

Few months later, I realized,

I need to tell this to the world, no matter they would like my story or not. But, yes, I was sure, there would be someone, the one, right there in some corner of the world, whose life would change, after he/she will read this.

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How did we break up ?

“Are you sure?” He whispered low. “Absolutely positive you want to go?”
She nodded and took a breath deep, looked him in eye and then did speak
“Yes, I will leave, it is decided. I’m sure, in this my heart is undivided.”
“Will you give up all that we had" He asked? Throwing it away,"the good with the bad?”
She sighed low and long, took a moment to think so it would not come out wrong,

“Yes, I will bid goodbye to it all, the good, the bad, the big, the small. For there is much of wrong and not enough of right, no more kisses, endless fights. So before our hearts break further more, hate grows and each others sight we hate. It is in your interest and mine, that I walk, head held high . Before regret, wounds turn vile and start to seep, the disease of dishonor spreads too far, and doors to happiness it does bar, I will exit with dignity"

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Sacrificing, for the one you always wanted to be happy :)

When someone is happy with your sacrifices, that is not a sacrifice...Its something, something that even if the God comes down, HE will salute you !

Its how the way you sacrifice and the one whom you sacrifice for.

And the other part, the one who sacrifices.

Sometimes, You just have to be the one who is happy, probably, just for the other person's smile :)

You have to be good to them, no matter what !

If you will do good to them, God will do good to you both :)

Live life, Like it was always theirs ! :)
(Written for the one, the one who was my inspiration once)
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Do you want to solve the problem ?

There is a time,many times a day, when you do something , FOR YOURSELF.
Are we motivated by ourself or some external power controls it ?
Today, I, in so formal way got to know the real cause.

At times, we feel low, & we want to stand by our side that particular time- Maybe a friend, Close friend or someone special. Why ? Aren't we self capable now ?
Keeping the viewpoint; it always depends on the situations,and so do on us, somehow, the situations creator.

Motivation, the one of its own kind, is considered to be the combination of two- External and Internal Motivation.

Lets here talk about the External Motivation first.
So many people gather around you to help and motivate you; each with a different way. And most of the times what happen, we feel frustated because of the too many advises. We tend to be alone as much as possible to find some solution, to think of our own, or maybe, to bring ourselves to a ground state. And probably the later part is tough. At the end, we stand without any solution. We later on try to ignore the problem and this is which creates a difference between you and a person who is enjoying the top rank in the success table.

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If She would have told me ?

Girls are meant to be love, not understand !
Before I start writing, I should mention here that this writing is niether favor nor against any girl !
It is said that its too much tough to understand a girl; I ask, Why do marriages happen then?
They say,If girls are impossible; I ask, Why do we say, 'There is nothing impossible in this world'?
Girls are girls and will always be the one. I am not denying the fact that some are exceptionaly great, but we get a rare chance to see them.
I would mention a very short story here about my friend, A guy.
She is charming all the time, always happy, so beutifull ( & not sexy), so caring(Probably), so passionate with zero attitude,and yes - Quite UNDERSTANDING!
She knows the difference between self respect and respect !
She never complains, she never doubts, she..she Trusts him a lot !
And he....He never thought any second thoughts about her.
Now where the turn of the story arises is quite interesting.

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