When I think back all the time we spent together, I know we will stay friends forever...
I never wanted you to leave,I just need to hear you near to me..
You mean to me very important,
You have my heart,from the start..
I will miss you,and cannot believe that you will go..
My life cannot be the same,and it can not go on..
Please stay here,I need you with me..
I am crying but,its invisible tears no one can see,
Only my heart because its inside me,
Take your time and I will wait till I see u fine...
I walk and I see lovers. I turn my head and I see lovers.
I sit on the bench and beside me are lovers.
An old woman comes and asks me, “Are you contented to sit alone?”
I answered, “I know at the right time, God will send that person to sit beside me forever, someone who’s worth the waiting!"
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Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
The true meaning of Depression
Just another Emotion,
one not very loud.
You hide me with a portion,
but I find a way around.
I don't lurk in corners,
dark spaces or a hole,
I am deep within you,
resting in your soul.
I don't shout or scream,
grow or slowly creep,
I just continue on,
to make you eternally weep.
I am the inner shame,
the ripple of all sin,
an endless open void,
the echo from within.
Like an open wound,
every sore you bare,
the tarring & the pain,
is all mine to wear.
I multiply the hurt,
redirect all tears,
counting your worth,
& playing on your fears.
The master of memories,
king of manipulation,
I re-run the sorrow,
& stack the precipitation.
All the flashes of pain,
every and each day,
another horrible memory,
I make sure to stay.
The ever consistency,
to never leave your side,
I'm the prince standing,
whispering who lied.
I don't press on,
or even really try,
I am simply just,
the never ending cry...
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one not very loud.
You hide me with a portion,
but I find a way around.
I don't lurk in corners,
dark spaces or a hole,
I am deep within you,
resting in your soul.
I don't shout or scream,
grow or slowly creep,
I just continue on,
to make you eternally weep.
I am the inner shame,
the ripple of all sin,
an endless open void,
the echo from within.
Like an open wound,
every sore you bare,
the tarring & the pain,
is all mine to wear.
I multiply the hurt,
redirect all tears,
counting your worth,
& playing on your fears.
The master of memories,
king of manipulation,
I re-run the sorrow,
& stack the precipitation.
All the flashes of pain,
every and each day,
another horrible memory,
I make sure to stay.
The ever consistency,
to never leave your side,
I'm the prince standing,
whispering who lied.
I don't press on,
or even really try,
I am simply just,
the never ending cry...
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
When ever you get Too happy, something bad happens !!
The secret is, I trust people much too easily.
When someone asks for
my attention, I more than
happily plunge into
their gaze, smile too much
& listen too much. I
create a false image of
someone else on my own,
believe their sincerity
with my whole heart.
Therefore I am my own downfall, &
there is not one person
to blame besides myself.
as i slowly stop missing you,
i realize that you weren't
that important to me anyway.
When I think about love, I think
about when I was little, and I
automatically knew what I wanted.
Love should come to you
just like that. Like your
favorite color comes to you, or how a
smile comes across your face.
It should just hit you and you
should know that's how it's supposed to be.
I've been walked on, used and forgotten
and I don't regret one moment of it
because in those moments, I've
learned a lot. I've learned who
I can trust and can't. I've learned the
meaning of friendship. I've learned how
to tell when people are lying and when
they're sincere. I've learned how to be a
teenager, and how to grow up when I need to.
I've been to hell and back a few times,
and I won't ever take what I have for granted.
This is life, live it one day at a time.
You never know how many days you've got left.
You were never a waste of time,
you were just a harsh realization
that I could do better.
just as i began to heal and
the scars began to disappear,
you had to break me and bring me back down.
Who would of thought that someone like me
could have fallen in love so easily?
Behind every beautiful, strong girl,
there’s a dumb ass guy who did her wrong
and made her strong !
I often think that the night is more alive
and more richly colored than the day.
Turn up the radio and sing your
lungs out. Because
kid, this is it. And this
is all it will ever be. So get
used to it & suck it up and live !!
you look like i need another drink
I heard slut is the new craze.
Well aren't you just the little trendsetter.
& you were the one that damaged her.
not broken completely, but you were
just the one who made her think
twice about getting that close
to anyone, because she was afraid
she would just end up getting hurt
just like you did.
The most hated words to a girl? "Just friends."
That is the last thing we want to hear when
we're talking to that one guy. If you really think
we see you as only a friend, then my gosh boys,
you are just too clueless for me to believe.
Whenever something happens that is not part
of your plan, you pretend like it doesn't exist.
you act like you're in this movie about your
perfect like, but I have to remind you that the
only one watching is you.
men were born to lie and women were born
to believe them.
It's like a fucking drug deal.
I'm sitting here waiting.
I'm calling you back and you
won't call me back and it's fucked up,
but at the same time,
it just makes me want you even more.
She's scared to tell him because of
that one stupid boy that led her on,
made her believe he actually liked her,
then just told her it was over.
don't you get it?
she's afraid to love
because of that one boy.
When friends kiss, they break the line. They're
no longer friends, but something just before lovers.
Caught in between.
because when ever you get
Too happy, something bad happens...
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When someone asks for
my attention, I more than
happily plunge into
their gaze, smile too much
& listen too much. I
create a false image of
someone else on my own,
believe their sincerity
with my whole heart.
Therefore I am my own downfall, &
there is not one person
to blame besides myself.
as i slowly stop missing you,
i realize that you weren't
that important to me anyway.
When I think about love, I think
about when I was little, and I
automatically knew what I wanted.
Love should come to you
just like that. Like your
favorite color comes to you, or how a
smile comes across your face.
It should just hit you and you
should know that's how it's supposed to be.
I've been walked on, used and forgotten
and I don't regret one moment of it
because in those moments, I've
learned a lot. I've learned who
I can trust and can't. I've learned the
meaning of friendship. I've learned how
to tell when people are lying and when
they're sincere. I've learned how to be a
teenager, and how to grow up when I need to.
I've been to hell and back a few times,
and I won't ever take what I have for granted.
This is life, live it one day at a time.
You never know how many days you've got left.
You were never a waste of time,
you were just a harsh realization
that I could do better.
just as i began to heal and
the scars began to disappear,
you had to break me and bring me back down.
Who would of thought that someone like me
could have fallen in love so easily?
Behind every beautiful, strong girl,
there’s a dumb ass guy who did her wrong
and made her strong !
I often think that the night is more alive
and more richly colored than the day.
Turn up the radio and sing your
lungs out. Because
kid, this is it. And this
is all it will ever be. So get
used to it & suck it up and live !!
you look like i need another drink
I heard slut is the new craze.
Well aren't you just the little trendsetter.
& you were the one that damaged her.
not broken completely, but you were
just the one who made her think
twice about getting that close
to anyone, because she was afraid
she would just end up getting hurt
just like you did.
The most hated words to a girl? "Just friends."
That is the last thing we want to hear when
we're talking to that one guy. If you really think
we see you as only a friend, then my gosh boys,
you are just too clueless for me to believe.
Whenever something happens that is not part
of your plan, you pretend like it doesn't exist.
you act like you're in this movie about your
perfect like, but I have to remind you that the
only one watching is you.
men were born to lie and women were born
to believe them.
It's like a fucking drug deal.
I'm sitting here waiting.
I'm calling you back and you
won't call me back and it's fucked up,
but at the same time,
it just makes me want you even more.
She's scared to tell him because of
that one stupid boy that led her on,
made her believe he actually liked her,
then just told her it was over.
don't you get it?
she's afraid to love
because of that one boy.
When friends kiss, they break the line. They're
no longer friends, but something just before lovers.
Caught in between.
because when ever you get
Too happy, something bad happens...
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
My fingers say a lot !
Our Fingers are family !
It's all about happiness !
But some times they are sad, still Someone is there to take care!
But when it a joy, its fun !
Sometimes, we feel that we are under pressure !
Sometimes, we fell so alone !
We meet many ***hole people !
And we hate them too !
But in a big rush, we find someone surely !
We feel comfortable with them slowly :)
We start talking ;)
Soon, we become the cute friends,rather, Best friends :)
We then, talk in eyes to them !
We share gifts :)
We then feel ourselves falling in love ;)
We then move a step forward !
then, they move step forward !
And one day, We feel that our world is completed :)
We share the world around us :)
We make love :*
We get a family :)
And we grow old !
More old...
but Our love- It stays with us forever :)
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Monday, September 19, 2011
The unwritten !
My mind is soiled with words unwritten on paper. The emotions erupting into silent outbursts inside my head. My mind cant utilize sleeping nor resting for it needs to be relieved by the fog circulating about it. Numbing me into total restlessness. I paced and paced the night on by. Tossing and twirling about my silk covers. The moon beamed at me, mocking my tired sleepy eyes, drooping with exhaustion. I let out sighs repeating over time...
Words. Emotions. Phrases unsaid....
My pen-hand shaking to succumb to its purpose. To quiet the beast inside this deceptive brain, feed him with countless scribbles of tainted words and curiosity on paper. Images that make up a dreamland, stained forever by this sleepless hours of darkness. Alas, the rooster crows. The beginning of a new day. Same as the days that had gone by. New and yet still too familiar. And so I lay on scribbled papers and ink-splattered tile floors, I sighed a long and tired sigh.
I wish you knew that I cant sleep.... knowing you are not here by my side...
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Words. Emotions. Phrases unsaid....
My pen-hand shaking to succumb to its purpose. To quiet the beast inside this deceptive brain, feed him with countless scribbles of tainted words and curiosity on paper. Images that make up a dreamland, stained forever by this sleepless hours of darkness. Alas, the rooster crows. The beginning of a new day. Same as the days that had gone by. New and yet still too familiar. And so I lay on scribbled papers and ink-splattered tile floors, I sighed a long and tired sigh.
I wish you knew that I cant sleep.... knowing you are not here by my side...
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Saturday, September 17, 2011
I am speech-less !
Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace ...
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But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace ...
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011
We are just kids in love !
I saw her again today
I tried smiling at her, but she just looked away
I regret doing everything I did to hurt her
I know she wouldn't want me now
She's the only thing on my mind
I was stupid and naive, it shouldn't have ended
I wish I could have her the letter:
'When I say 'I love you' to you it means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things. It means loving you when you're down-not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you so much ,so I can't let it go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me. ..I Love You!"
She walked away down the red dirt road with my heart entangled between her fingers & I know, she must have thrown it somewhere later. Her golden hair shone in the afternoon fall sun wearing a crown of queen but with a broken smile. I stretched my arms and opened my mouth to call her back but all that escaped was a pitiful sob. I fell to my knees and watched her float away, her dress flapping in the wind, a whisper to my fleeing soul. I wished for her on countless stars....
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I tried smiling at her, but she just looked away
I regret doing everything I did to hurt her
I know she wouldn't want me now
She's the only thing on my mind
I was stupid and naive, it shouldn't have ended
I wish I could have her the letter:
'When I say 'I love you' to you it means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things. It means loving you when you're down-not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you so much ,so I can't let it go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me. ..I Love You!"
She walked away down the red dirt road with my heart entangled between her fingers & I know, she must have thrown it somewhere later. Her golden hair shone in the afternoon fall sun wearing a crown of queen but with a broken smile. I stretched my arms and opened my mouth to call her back but all that escaped was a pitiful sob. I fell to my knees and watched her float away, her dress flapping in the wind, a whisper to my fleeing soul. I wished for her on countless stars....
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Sunday, September 11, 2011
Are you Victim of NEW FACEBOOK BUG ? (The tshirt and recharge)
Recently I came across many status update of many of my friends which is like this -
>WOW, got a super free sexy T-shirt from facebook Team...Grab ur's from here...fb team is giving FREE t-shirts on its 7th bday :D Redeem Yours :D (SOME LINK)
>just got a FREE RECHARGE from this amazing site ......this site is
giving FREE RECHARGES TOO ALL MOBILE for its promotion ....... try it - (Some Link)
>Super COOL....got Facebook T-shirt! Its damn sexy mann :-* Get it
from hre :- (SOME LINK)
>I LOVE THIS, just got a Facebook T-Shirt as a return gift from FB
Team on their 7th Birthday celebrations. Redeem urs : (Facebook printed tshirt image)
This is just a Bug that asks for your facebook publishing email id and automatically posts the status.
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY OF THE SUCH TYPE OF LINKS !
Think yourself, why would facebook need promotion even after it has so many members.
Anyways, i found the easy ways to remove this from your profile if you are one of the victims-
1.Open this website - Facebook Mobile (Wait for 5 seconds, and click on SKIP AD on right top, Don't worry, this is not such kinda link again )
2. You will get the official page of facebook Mobile. And in the Center bottom- the links like this-
3. Click on the "FIND OUT MORE" (encircled part), and you will see the following screen-
4. Click on the "REFRESH YOUR UPLOAD EMAIL" as shown in encircled part above.
5. Now, Click on "RESET" as shown here-
6. After this , new upload Id will be shown as-
Click OK, and its all done :D
The principle is- Changing the Id will remove the old id using which the post shown above were published.
Enjoy and Share !
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>WOW, got a super free sexy T-shirt from facebook Team...Grab ur's from here...fb team is giving FREE t-shirts on its 7th bday :D Redeem Yours :D (SOME LINK)
>just got a FREE RECHARGE from this amazing site ......this site is
giving FREE RECHARGES TOO ALL MOBILE for its promotion ....... try it - (Some Link)
>Super COOL....got Facebook T-shirt! Its damn sexy mann :-* Get it
from hre :- (SOME LINK)
>I LOVE THIS, just got a Facebook T-Shirt as a return gift from FB
Team on their 7th Birthday celebrations. Redeem urs : (Facebook printed tshirt image)
This is just a Bug that asks for your facebook publishing email id and automatically posts the status.
DO NOT CLICK ON ANY OF THE SUCH TYPE OF LINKS !
Think yourself, why would facebook need promotion even after it has so many members.
Anyways, i found the easy ways to remove this from your profile if you are one of the victims-
1.Open this website - Facebook Mobile (Wait for 5 seconds, and click on SKIP AD on right top, Don't worry, this is not such kinda link again )
2. You will get the official page of facebook Mobile. And in the Center bottom- the links like this-
3. Click on the "FIND OUT MORE" (encircled part), and you will see the following screen-
4. Click on the "REFRESH YOUR UPLOAD EMAIL" as shown in encircled part above.
5. Now, Click on "RESET" as shown here-
6. After this , new upload Id will be shown as-
Click OK, and its all done :D
The principle is- Changing the Id will remove the old id using which the post shown above were published.
Enjoy and Share !
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Saturday, September 03, 2011
I'll Treat YOU Like a *PRINCESS*
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow,
If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder,
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow,
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile,
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me !
I love you more than you can know,
I need you more than you will ever know,
I care for you more that anyone you know,
But you will never know that unless you give me a chance...
You may not be a Princess, but I Promise I'll Treat YOU Like a *PRINCESS* !
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If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder,
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow,
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile,
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me !
I love you more than you can know,
I need you more than you will ever know,
I care for you more that anyone you know,
But you will never know that unless you give me a chance...
You may not be a Princess, but I Promise I'll Treat YOU Like a *PRINCESS* !
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