I tried smiling at her, but she just looked away
I regret doing everything I did to hurt her
I know she wouldn't want me now
She's the only thing on my mind
I was stupid and naive, it shouldn't have ended
I wish I could have her the letter:
'When I say 'I love you' to you it means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things. It means loving you when you're down-not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you so much ,so I can't let it go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me. ..I Love You!"
She walked away down the red dirt road with my heart entangled between her fingers & I know, she must have thrown it somewhere later. Her golden hair shone in the afternoon fall sun wearing a crown of queen but with a broken smile. I stretched my arms and opened my mouth to call her back but all that escaped was a pitiful sob. I fell to my knees and watched her float away, her dress flapping in the wind, a whisper to my fleeing soul. I wished for her on countless stars....
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