Her words actually melted me and I realised-
I am so poor that I couldn’t understand world’s simplest rule.
Anisha won
soul that day, although she
had won my heart
many weeks back; she was
the one who could make me walk
on the path of life
and
whom I could simply trust upon,
with my eyes deeply closed. She was
simply the one- the girl
of my senses!
I didn’t have
words to reply her, but
just looked into her eyes;
I could feel the
pain she is
going through
and the toughness she is seeing in her life- Unbearable!
I wished I could hold her in my arms
and
let her pour all the pain, into my heart, and
make me feel that YES, I am the one
who
is actually hers; that was
just I dream that I wanted to fulfilled
always and that day,
I decided to make it come true one day !
“ponnnnn…. Ponn-ponn….,” bus horn broke up
the silence, and she
waved up her hands
passing
me a fake smiled-face, this
time, hiding all
her pains and tears
in her eyes and she turned her face from me, leaving me
all alone in the whole world. I felt
that something really special
in this
world was
going far from me
and
that too in front of
I couldn’t concentrate on anything, actually
everything, that evening. All that ran
the pictures of one – Anisha, with each pain of
the world in her heart! I couldn’t stop
myself and cried; I
don’t know you are laughing or consoling me in your heart, but that
was the fact- I cried , I cried really hard for her..shayad, more
than
the day Sunakshi
left me… and that moment, at
that very particular moment, I realized- she is the
only one made for me & I am the
only one made for
her. Till now, the
Ultimate accountant
was making me realize everything that was
completely missing in me
and
He had sent something called ‘Anisha’, my Anisha, in front of
me to let me know- what
is LIFE? J
There was none that could take her place now and the next- and I would not let
anyone
to take my place in her life. I was in
love, yes! Once
again- call it whatever you want;
but that’s me; I couldn’t let that stop anymore. I had decided to tell Anisha, my
dearest and adorable; the girl
of
my soul, about my feelings
for
her very soon, before she goes
far away from me…
I have got this very advice from someone, I won’t like to mention name:
“Start ignoring girls, they will come back to you themselves, with something
different feeling or you. And that is the
only way that could help in your case.
Go ahead, and win her!”
The above article is a part of 'Sweetly Broken- Every time I see You!'
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